Baby weight chronicles!

Eight weeks ago I was blessed with a precious gift. A sweet baby girl. She was a ‘surprise’ pregnancy and definitely a wrench thrown in my life plan. She was born at a difficult time in my life; my dad (the reason I moved to California a year ago to help take care of) passed away exactly two weeks before she made her debut. Being nine months pregnant while putting your dad on hospice then watching him slowly die is something I would not wish on ANYONE! It was awful. Like, completely indescribable, god AWFUL. I share this not for sympathy or excuses but because it is a huge motivating factor for me and my weight loss plan/next adventure.

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I don’t want to lose the 12 pounds of baby weight because I hate my body or feel post-baby body shamed. In fact, this is the first time after I’ve given birth that I wasn’t 20 plus pounds over my starting weight!

My motivation comes from the fact that I want to get healthy; with my mind and my body. I’m trying not to focus too much on what the scale says and instead focus on how my body feels. I want to feel strong, tough, and pretty much like a badass. Emotionally and physically.

Grief weighs me down daily. It’s scary. Days before my dad died I asked him, “what on earth am I going to do without you?!” His response was, “Live.” I have carried that in my heart every single day since he has been gone. It’s hard. I try. Countless people say that exercise has saved them during difficult times. So as I sat in my Post-Partum haze I thought to myself, get up, get moving, get healthy, and get fit. Yoga and meditation have always helped with my anxiety so this fitness goal just seemed like a perfect idea.

 

This is where my next adventure comes into play with my already in progress learning-how-to-cooking feat. I have learned in the short time of being in my 30’s (insert Hubby’s laugh) that what you put into your body and soul is so important! It can’t be all tequila and McDonald’s! (I know, I was shocked too). So I will be making and eating healthy meals (any suggestions are greatly appreciated) for the majority of my meals. I’m sorry but I can’t completely cut out Del Taco and Chrissy Teigen’s recipes. It’s a lot of cheese and carbs but life’s too short to NOT enjoy that deliciousness occasionally. Have you tried her new cookbook yet??? OMG GET IT NOW!!! Cravings: Hungry for More is out now so do yourself and everyone you cook for a favor and go order this book. Chrissy can never steer you wrong, I swear!

 

Cooking healthy meals have gotten a lot easier for me. The family H.A.T.E.S when I use sweet potatoes over regular potatoes and the Hubs doesn’t understand why recipes can’t just have a regular fried egg on it! I have been using Clean Eating Made Simple cookbook as a staple for meals this past month. Easy recipes, whole foods, and can use for every meal- even snacks. img_0858img_0878-1

I have also restarted my yoga journey. I am so behind on my practice and out of shape. But that is nothing on how hard the  6 week Bikini Body program I started has been! Oh my god, my core is so freakin’ weak! Well, was weak because I am getting stronger every day. I am currently on my second week of the program. I haven’t seen any physical improvements yet, but my head is clearer, I am happier, I have more energy, and I don’t collapse after every set anymore! And to me, that is a BIG DEAL!

I don’t know where this will take me, but like everything that I hope for, I hope it takes me somewhere exciting. I am scared to post things like this because the fear of failure is real and scary. To do it publically is even worse!  However, in the end, this is for me. My grieving process. My recovering. My journey.

So here we go!

7 weeks post-partum and starting of 6 week Bikini Body program.

 

 

ALSO!! Here is a yoga sequence that I have been using since I figured out how incredibly weak my core is! ENJOY.

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Camping + Dutch Oven = Amazing!

Sometimes a girl just needs to unplug from the world and go camping! Last weekend, that is exactly what this girl did. We headed up to Lake Isabella in the Sequoias. It was peacefully quiet, relaxing, and such a nice break from everyday life.

IMG_1352 We went fishing (we only caught a couple of crabs) and explored the lake and Kern river. We got to hang out with our dogs, who are currently staying at my brothers’ (Did I mention we moved back to California in a quick last minute decision? No? Well we did but that’s for another post). And eat smores, which is why the girls like camping so much. It was beautiful up there and such a fun family adventure.

*As a side note if anyone goes up there, stay at a camping spot on the river in Kernville. The river was a blast with people rafting and going in tubes down the river.

I’ve been wanting a dutch oven forever but have yet to purchase one. The majority of my childhood was camping and eating dutch oven dinners or desserts. Camping just needs it the same way it needs scones and Hot Cha Cha (Taco Salad). I decided for this camping trip I was going to borrow my dads’ dutch oven and test it out. My dad loves it and couldn’t contain his excitement while we were digging through all his old recipes.

Most of his recipes are printed from a typewriter and look like they could fall apart if you stare at them for too long, so I decided to find one online for my first try.

I found this lasagna recipe online and it certainly did the job. I honestly was a little nervous because it was so plain; just straight ingredients and no extra seasoning. A lot cheese, meat, and spaghetti sauce. That’s it. I thought for sure I’d hear the dreaded word, bland.  However, when it was all combined and baking in that dutch oven the flavor was anything but BLAND!!! I don’t know what the magic of a dutch oven is but it’s something and it’s amazing.

If you notice on the first picture I didn’t get my order completely correct omitting the sauce until I already added the final layer of cheese. This was such a shame because Layla and I worked so hard on getting the cheese even and to look pretty for the final picture.

You do not need to be camping to use a dutch oven. In fact, tomorrow we are going to make a chicken and rice recipe in the backyard. Just make sure the coals don’t burn the grass or start any fires. (As my dad reminded me over and over)

Lastly, on our camping trip, we, of course, made bacon for one breakfast and I decided to do something I saw on Pintrest . You put the bacon on skewers and roast them over the fire. It was pretty cool and the girls had a good time making them. Sorry to say I didn’t try any of the bacon (I know right, how do you not eat the bacon) but the girls and Hubs thought they tasted great.

With life being as crazy as it has been these past two months, this was exactly what I needed. If you are ever feeling overwhelmed, go camping, it does wonders to your soul.